"Rael is alone"

Here's another gem from my notebook. Back before I went back to America, I had this little thing. It was a chart. See those lines? They're tally marks. The thick L-ish things are there to organize things. I'll give you a hint: Each tally mark represents a day. After a while, I got sick of counting, so I scribbled that ending there. "It will never end."

Luckily, around then, I went back to America. ....hahahahahahahahahahaaaaa. And now I'm back. I'm kinda glad I didn't keep tallying the bad days in America.

The thing is, though, that this is almost like I'm some half-assed slenderblogger with a notebook I just recently found, and eventually we're gonna start coming to the pages littered with Operator symbols. I have those, yeah, but those were me trying to obsess over things to remain sane.

In a way, you could say this is an EAT notebook. I drowned in my obsessions, and you could say that it was the reason I was hated in America.

Hopefully, now you can see why I made EAT in the first place.