Post-Jordanism: noun- The artistic (cultural?) movement which began in late 2011. Works within this deal with themes of existential crisis, identity crisis, posttraumatic stress disorder, the state of being broken, intrusive thoughts of (non)existent(?) memory, the morbid preoccupation with suicide, grief, uncontrollable emotion, and darkness as a simple abstract concept. ex. 1: "Kill me."

Monday, May 21, 2012

I Don't Know. Hundredth Post!

My hundredth post was gonna be a big massive press release about OH GOD THE RAPTURE IS BURNING T-shirts and assorted merchandise, but fuck it, I've been waiting for so long.

Just yes, there's Rapture merchandise now. You can buy it here. I'll talk more about that some other day.

For now, my god I am I don't even know what. The Fear Mythos is getting a lot of new writers and readers but for some reason I feel like nobody reads anything I've written anymore. ..let me rephrase that: People talk about older stories other people have written, yet even when I post links to my stuff and politely ask for readers, there's nothing. I dunno. It's been a weird week for me.

I'm just an attention whore. xD That's all. I think I'll get a lot more attention once I start churning out stories again. Like once I start writing Rapture logs again, oh yes, there'll be many eyes on me then. Just.. gotta wait on Fentzy. That should be tonight, though.

..y'know what'd help? If I posted here more. I need to make use of this blog again. After all, this blog has links to almost every Fearblog I have. So yeah, I'll do that. Expect more posts.

What would also help would be food but we're out of food and won't be getting any more until Friday. Hahaaaaaaaaa. ..haaaaaaaa. Haaaaaaaaa I wish that was a joke.

Friday, May 4, 2012

May Blues

Three important things happen in May. In May of 2005, Dark Chao Adventures was created. On May 21st, 2011, OH GOD THE RAPTURE IS BURNING was started. May 8th is the birthday of fictional Topography Genera protagonist Jeremy Luther.

I think it's safe to say I just plain like May a lot. It's the end of a school year, the month where the mind lets itself go. Though I haven't had a May in school for two years straight now, I'm sure I can find something to do regardless.

I had a really bad week, creatively-speaking. My internet was atrocious all week. But I'm here now, and hopefully I can make something fun.

As a matter of fact, over the past few days, I have been opening my mind to all kinds of creative things. I've been figuring out more Rapture-related stuff, I've been exposing myself to more films (Capote, Anchorman, and Doctor Horrible's Singalong Blog) and contemplating everything. I dunno. I just.. yeah, I really hope I can let my creative side out. I want to create. I desperately want to create.