I guess I should be open in public about this.
I feel. ..I mean. Look, it's no secret that The Endless Obsession wasn't quite as great as I'd hoped. And at the same time, the ending to the Birchman guitar duel in Rapture wasn't, either. But I released those both on the same day, and I was half-asleep that day. I wasn't quite ready for two lukewarm receptions in one day.
And it's gotten to me. I feel really weird. I feel.. I dunno.
I want to write stuff people will respect. But I guess I should just stick to the writing part of it. .__.;;
I mean! Writing's all I really do these days, y'know? I like to feel like it's the reason I exist. My raison d'etre. If I didn't write, there would be no point to my life. ..and I mean that. I suck at everything else. You guys might have jobs or school or something, but writing is my job, and writing is my school. I learn from it, and.. hell, I don't think I've learned much from this failure. I think I've just learned that I'm really not all I wished I was. I learned that I've been cocky, just like my Rapture self. And that.. I should just shut up.